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Poem: Silence

Silence wasn't my first choice
As I tried to improve myself
Through thick and thin.

Silence wasn't my company
When my decision was declined by.

I tried to make myself busy
With all the works
That gave me all of the attacks
I can't face alone.

Silence came at the moment
To haunt me.

Silence is now my life.

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