Silent night has come
It comes back again
To haunt me
I couldn't speak I couldn't scream I couldn't cry
All these nightmares are scaring me All these monsters are trying to kill me I really need help
I'm suffocating I don't feel like to be alive I don't deserve this
"Everything's gonna be fine" "Don't say like that" "Think about God"
Those words are starting to scare me lately I rather keep these pain inside me I rather suffer alone
Every thing that I see I could imagine some ways to do it The fan, the ceiling, the fork Every. Single. Item.
Here I am Staring blankly at the wall I wish I could just hit my head until it bleeds
I've been fighting with these monsters for years I'm getting weak I lied to everyone that "I'm fine"
I literally told everyone that I'm on diet But when I think about it I'm actually starving myself to death
Death, suicide, pain, isolation Those words have become norms to m…
I couldn't speak I couldn't scream I couldn't cry
All these nightmares are scaring me All these monsters are trying to kill me I really need help
I'm suffocating I don't feel like to be alive I don't deserve this
"Everything's gonna be fine" "Don't say like that" "Think about God"
Those words are starting to scare me lately I rather keep these pain inside me I rather suffer alone
Every thing that I see I could imagine some ways to do it The fan, the ceiling, the fork Every. Single. Item.
Here I am Staring blankly at the wall I wish I could just hit my head until it bleeds
I've been fighting with these monsters for years I'm getting weak I lied to everyone that "I'm fine"
I literally told everyone that I'm on diet But when I think about it I'm actually starving myself to death
Death, suicide, pain, isolation Those words have become norms to m…